Words and Thoughts
The fact that the Lord seems to have established control over most of my actions has served to throw into high relief the lack of my submission to him of my thoughts and words. More and more often I come away from some encounter feeling dissatisfied with what I’ve said. What is the good of all this writing about how I am advancing on the path of sanctity when I find myself criticising my former employers, or boasting, or showing impatience? - I managed all three this morning when I went to Morning Prayer.
Worst of all, yesterday I found myself criticising the recent reception of a prominent British politician into the Church. If God is willing to welcome me into his Church with all my sins, who am I to turn round and criticise someone else’s reception? And who am I to judge someone else’s servant?
I hope and pray that becoming more aware of these things will lead to a true repentance and cleansing. At some stage before my Easter reception I have to confess a lifetime’s sins. What can I say except “And God saw that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually”?


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